holy shit i had a nightmare last night.

it was terrible and probably the most scared i’ve ever been in a dream.

i was at Otakon and none of my cosplays were ready.

Seriously, i was so afraid and nervous and insecure and ajksdllfj

it was bad bro. 

i was trying to figure out how to get any of my cosplays ready the night before but i just couldn’t because i didn’t have the materials! and i was just try to make makeshift props and holy shit i was so unhappy. And even in my dream i said “this can’t be real, it’s all probably a dream. i want to wake up.” and i touched a railing and it felt real, it feel sleek, cold and solid like any other rail! sjbkbfkbc jhk ;fn

And when i was most afraid, i woke up.

jesus, now i just want to get all of my cosplays done just so that wont happen. ; A ;